Friday, May 30, 2008

Yes, I'm leaving for China tomorrow early in the morning at 6am. You guys want anything tell me in your tagboard but I won't be able to see it unless you tell me through sms(:


Goodbye people(:


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I'm so gonna be late for tomorrow's check in. 6am wth. Means I have to wake up at 4am and leave the house by 5am or later.


Went for this POA workshop thing and I'm so proud of myself for being able to sit and listen to the talk given by Ngee Ann Polytechnic and other entrepreneurs :O Imagine sitting there for the whole day from 8am to 6pm with only break time for tea and lunch.


I don't know how to pack my luggage help.


Jiamin's is gonna thank me in her blog. HAHAHA. But she only thank me through the tagboard -.- You idiot. Lol.


I'm gonna miss band for the whole of next week :( I'm gonna miss quarrelling with the VERY TALL Nicholas. Aww. Lol. Nicholas and Muhammad like the same eh, 3 years grow 3 cm. HAHAHA.


The talk given in Yu Ying Sec was okay okay. Photobucket I was really paying attention until I saw Jia Lin's phone!(: She got 40 (and still counting)games in her phone :O I took her phone and sent those games I want to my phone!(: Now I got 27 games in my phone. HAHAHA.


My class is gonna compete with 9? 10? other schools in Singapore to sell things in Anchorpoint -.- We still have to change shifts. Lol. Too bad :p We're still in China and so the booth has only those guys to maintain it. HAHAHA.

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Oh yes, went to J8 yesterday to shop for shorts. Walked the whole place and only bought one. HAHAHA. Then there was this exhibition there and saw a spider and a grasshopper. Lol! Jiang Lin was like oh my god! Really in J8? I go see I go see. Lol.


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I took Hui Jun's phone and I sent a super super sweet photo from her phone to mine(: Aww..

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I'm leaving tomorrow,
if you'd feel a thing..
How great.
Tell me you're gonna miss me, you idiot.
Idiot.


Werner's gonna complain in his blog that I didn't go for band today and the whole of next week. Hahaha. See, he's gonna miss me!(: HAHAHA.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I got scolded for no stupid reasons. Call me childish or whatever, I'm childish what.


I can't believe I'm leaving Singapore to China in like two days time :O Had to be in the airport at 6.10am in the morning -.-


Uh, for just something I said, I got scolded uh no, insulted? Uh whatever. Call me childish, you ain't any better. I did thank you, in case you forgot. I'm not ungrateful. Stop using those at me. I am what I am.


I am what I am.
That stupid bitch of mine morning call-ed me at 8 and said I was a pig and told me to wake up -.- what's your problem laa auntie.


Met that bitch at 8.30am in Bishan MRT for breakfast. I thought she wanted to go AMK, then she said, okay, let's go Bishan Mac -.-


We stayed there till like almost 10am then that bitch say she wanna go home sleep. Slap your face ah. So she bus-ed home and I walked home(:


I'm leaving house to meet that bitch in the MRT again for the China trip briefing in school. Ya now bye :D


Nicholas! You can't kill me on Friday(: I got POA workshop till 6pm in the evening. Too bad you pig :p

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I'm beginning to lose contact with my sec1 classmates. People like Annabel and Jasmine :( Except for those I still keep in contact with and those that are still in the same class with me now. Let's drop down and cry.


Someone was asking me through msn. What was the sentence that I use the most. Lol. What a question. Lol. Then I thought, Slap your face ah, your problem ah. And, you owe me one ice milo. Lol!


Stupid Werner post a super long post in his blog saying that I look weird without specs and I'm crazy -.- Thanks ah, for dedicating a post to me. HAHAHA. I wear contacts or specs your problem ah. Lol.


I'm feeling cold. That fan on my table is blowing directly on my pimple-less face. Lol. Shan Ai! Pimple-less face okay. Not like you. My smooth smooth de. Hahahaha.


Band was boring on I forgot when. So I went around taking pictures of every band member I see. Damn, I didn't take a picture of Donovan when he was 'tsktsktsktsktsk-ing' me. Lol.


He's my divorced husband. Lol! You don't want me ah. Don't regret ah! HAHAHA. Photobucket My husband and my girlfriend. Lol! Photobucket Photobucket


That short-and-not-growing husband of mine looks down on my class. You're so dead if I tell this to the people in my class okay. Maybe you'll die earlier if any of the 3D people reads this post. HAHAHA. So what if you're from 2E. Show some respect can. I'm a 3, you're a 2. Dao Ying and Bob (lol!) already went after you like crazy. Only three people went after you and you're begging for mercy. Wait till the 3Ds get to know about it. Lol! Begging for mercy reminds me of Nicholas. Lol!


Josiah said I kept quarrelling with Nicholas 24/7 and he finds it funny -.- Not funny okay. I don't get what you guys are laughing at all the time. It's not fair, you idiot. Lol.


Where band members went all over the school just to practice. Aww.. HAHAHA.

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Heh, I see Valerie and Zhe An practicing together! Lol. Gotcha. HAHAHA.


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I love this two juniors of mine. Hahaha. Mandy and Charlene(:


You give me strength so I stand tall.
You are my sunshine(:
But the sky above me seemed so cloudy now.
Where are you :(
Come back, will you?
You idiot.


Nicholas and I forgot who kept laughing at me each time when I 'died' in Ninnart's Nintendo DS because I cursed and swear at Mario and called that game stupid. Lol. Stupid game what.. So fast die for what. Never give me chance :( Ninnart Siripun! Go back Thailand and buy a Nintendo DS for me for my birthday present. Belated will do. HAHAHA. As a farewell gift lo.. Rawr. I don't like it when people say bye bye to me :( Especially when you said it was game over. Ninnart too :( Don't leave laa, you idiot.


I want a DS. Ninnart! Buy one for me(: Help me buy also can. I pay you by instalments. Lol.


On I forgot when, Nicholas and Josiah were fighting? Lol! Pardon the background music. Lol. It's that Donovan Ng Chun Hong playing on the drumset. Lol. Nicholas's retarded actions always makes people laugh. I can't believe I really quarrelled with him since sec1 cadet band. Lol. The times when percussion was really a big big family :( Where there was Shi Yun, Sylvia, Kenie, Sok Kee (lol!), Luqman, Rachel, Selena, Gabriel, Nicholas, Cardus, Alyssa, Winston, Bai Xun, Jia Min(: Though punishments were so common then, I rather we return to those times.


I've read on page of the dictionary already.
Maybe it's time to read the bible too.


Slept from 3pm to 9pm yesterday. Come on, I'm pro. Sleeping is the best way to lose weight. HAHAHA. When you're sleeping, you won't be eating(:


I saw Mrs Sidhu came back to school today :O Mrs Leong came back too(: And I'm gonna suffer for all the PE lessons when school reopens. HAHAHA. The last PE lesson was the worse -.- Mr Kwek took our class because Mr Toh went missing -.- We had two periods plus 20 min of our recess. The longest PE lesson I had in history. Lol.


Went opposite school for dinner(?) on the last day of school after sectionals with Yoke Ching, Elenore, Ninnart, Donovan, Nicholas and Josiah. Yoke Ching wanted to watch her drama so we moved all the way to the smoking area -.- HAHAHA. Donovan kept imitating Yoke Ching when she was so engrossed in her drama, even when she can't hear what the characters were talking -.- So Donovan and Josiah read the subtitles aloud for her and it was annoying. Lol. Josiah was the every lady character you see and he squeaks. *squeak squeak* Lol!


They ordered food while I just drank my ice milo(: and stole a lot of Rojak from Josiah. HAHAHA. Photobucket Photobucket I forgot whose plate was this but I told Nicholas to take a photo of it using my phone. HAHAHA.


I wanted to make Nicholas inferior because his phone was corroded with sea water. Lol! Aww.. Poor thing. HAHAHA. But he didn't seem to understand my intentions then. Hahaha.


Then yesterday went opposite for lunch again. (As usual. HAHAHA.) But this time with Kwang Yong, Nicholas, Josiah, Ninnart and Elenore. The usuals. Hahaha. Ninnart's phone has this lovey-dovey photo of Nicholas and Kwang Yong together looking down itouch-ing -.- itouch so what.. Hahaha. Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket


I really wonder if Nicholas and I were to quarrel and argue until I step down. So cool laa. HAHAHA. Josiah and Nicholas always give me the 'Nicholas face'. Rawr. Then Donovan has this 'Donovan face' -.-


I remember during sectionals I went to Donovan and I went 'tsktsktsktsktsktsktsk' to him because he was the only one there practicing alone for sectionals in a corner. Then he 'tsktsktsktsktsktsktsk' me back -.- Lol! Ng Chun Hong~!(:


Went back to the band room and I bugged Lim Jia Min to teach me drumset. Hahahaha. She's a pro, but just a little crazy up there. HAHAHAHA. Photobucket


I can't sleep on Sunday night so I bugged my Dad to bring me down to Dome Cafe for coffee but it was closed. I forgot it was almost midnight. Lol. So we went over to this big coffee shop and my Dad started laughing for no reasons -.- Then he pointed to this banner he saw. Lol. Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket It says. No pork, no lark. But it has oxtail soup. Lol! Why does my Dad sounds so much like Nicholas -.-


I'm gonna sit at a corner at start drawing circles.
Scream aloud that says, I still miss you so much.
I'm gonna press the calculator till all the buttons come out.


Damn, I feel so retarded. I wanna cry each time I think of those times we spent together :( Those memories are little, but it somehow stays in my mind for so long, so deeply :( If I said I've forgot all about you, I'm lying.


I'm leaving to China on Saturday at 4am -.- I wonder if I'll be missed.


I want all those comforts and those sweet little talks again. It's so true you know, in my aching heart, I got those kisses slit.


Thanks for the memories. I still want more(:


How do you want me to let go of you? I'll be seeing you even O's. We're taking the same chinese paper together next year. Damn. Because you make me smile. Whenever, wherever.


You kept saying I've changed. I think I really did. Stereotyping hur, or whatever you call it. HAHAHA.


I can't remember which band practice, Alyssa and Cardus came back for band. But they put their bags and disappeared the next minute -.- I don't know, somehow I see those seniors coming back, I felt a sense of relief. Like that time when Rachel came back twice. I felt so.. warm? Hahaha. What a word man. But the next minute I thought, they are leaving soon. Left.


I started rummaging Werner's crumpler and threw everything around. HAHAHA. He must have hate me at that moment. Hahaha. Photobucket He's my divorced husband. HAHAHA. He divorced me! :( You idiot. Lol!


Got so addicted to Hooping Dulcinea (Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao)!(: The trend of wearing two watches on one hand. Photobucket That Hooping Dulcinea is the fourth drama(?) I'm so addicted to it. The first was the Meteor Gardens I and II, It started with a kiss, Hana Kimi and now Hooping Dulcinea!(: I so love Hebe's hair.*faints*


I'm still missing you.
I don't know how long this feeling is gonna last.
When I saw you today,
I'm so uncertain if the feeling came back or what.


Maybe it'd been my fault from the start.
If I wasn't that sensitive and I didn't attitude you,
all this wouldn't have happened.
I took you for granted.
I want that ass back.


But it's time to move on. I wanna be that old, crazy and cheerful bitch I used to be. I've tried. I'm still trying.
Went for piano last week and decided to shop in some store after lesson. Saw this carton(?) of chocolate milk sweets and bought it. But I don't think I would be able to pass it to you anymore. It'd been standing upright on top on my piano for more than a week already :( I think of you wherever I go. Photobucket


My aunt mms-ed me my little cousin's photo(: She's so so so ADORABLE~ *faints* Photobucket


Oh yes, didn't go to school last thursday(: Met up with Joey and Elenore after school. Elenore went home so Joey and I went to some place in AMK to cut hair!(: For the first time I didn't complain. Hahaha. It's really nice on that day after that haircut and I took a lot of pictures of my new hair(:


Joey had to wash her hair before she can cut because there's this rubber band mark there :O Joey and her kuku hair B-) Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket Joey changed her specs to black and red!(: Almost the same as my current one because it has thick frames. Hahaha. I'm gonna change my specs to black and red too(: But I'm almost blind already -.- You-know-who's new specs is nice(: I love thick frame specs. HAHAHA. Lol, Joey and I has the same hairstyle and almost the same kind of specs. We're cool B-) Hahahaha.


I didn't change.
You changed, that's why I did.
I wanted to be sarcastic to you but I couldn't bear to.
So I ended up saying sorry all the time.
Time flies,
but I think that feeling is still there.
Oh god :(
I'm gonna post a lot a lot of posts today. HAHAHA, to make up for all the days I wanted to blog but I chose to sleep instead.


You stupid pig, Nicholas Lim(: HAHAHA, I've been bickering with him since sec1 cadet band :O Imagine, which two band members would quarrel and not feel sick for 3 years, going four? Lol. Aww, Nicholas's sad, because after I graduate and step down he has nobody to quarrel with. Don't worry, I'll be back to visit my girlfriend, yes you, Nicholas Lim :D HAHAHAHA.


Raynor Ho Kah Loong called me at almost midnight on Monday and asked me what time to meet in Mac the next day -.- He kept asking Chu Xian to go along too :O Who knows.. Hahaha. Talked to him for about half an hour and he kept laughing at every sentence I say. What's your problem laa -.-


Yep, so we decided to meet at 7am in Mac on Tuesday. I wanted 7.10am. 10 min is also time for me to sleep okay, better than nothing(: Then that dumb Raynor laughed at me again for wanting to sleep for another 10 min -.- Damn you..


As usual, Muhammad was the first to reach, then me(: HAHAHA. MUHAMMAD YOU SHORTY! 3 years grow 3cm -.- Still shorter than me. Hahaha. So both of us waited for Raynor and Gui Jun. I called Gui Jun and she didn't pick up the phone. Muhammad sms-ed Raynor and he didn't reply. You both trying to be funny ah. Lol. Then Gui Jun sms-ed me saying she in petrol station, that's why she couldn't pick up the phone, saying she'd be late. (As usual. HAHAHA.) Raynor replied Muhammad, saying he is also in petrol station and would be late. What's with the petrol station man -.- Gui Jun spelt petrol station as patrol station. Lol! Muhammad was playing his psp and he was super engrossed in it and didn't bother talking to me. Rawr. So I took out my ipod and play my solitaire(: I rock man.


Raynor came at 7.30am. He was walking around Mac because he couldn't find us. Lol. Then Muhammad and I stared at him and started laughing. Hahaha. I bought the McGriddles with Egg :O $6.20 for some breakfast I regretted :( McGriddles is not new eh. It'd been in Japan for very long already :O I took a picture of that in the train in Japan last year. Go see my JEP's post, it's still there, I think.


Muhammad and Raynor kept laughing at me saying that my tastebuds got problem :/ I took out the meat because that McGriddles is so damn big, I can't even fit that whole burger(?) in my mouth. Yesyes, I have a small mouth cannot is it :p But I talk a lot. HAHAHA. Seriously laa, that burger(?) is huge okay, for me(:


Supposed to reach school at 8am for art but reached at 8.30am, as usual late. HAHAHA. That time during the March holidays, Gui Jun, Hui Xian, Raynor, Muhammad and I were more than an hour late :p


Oh man, there's chemistry rememdial tomorrow :O i'm so gonna get scolded because I didn't file my stuff in.


I'm beginning to like POA. HAHAHA. Cash book, trial balance, Balance sheet, Trading profit and loss sounds super interesting to me now. HAHAHA.


I'm gonna upload a lot a lot of pictures(:


I don't wanna Ninnart to leave Singapore. I'd have no one in band :( Serene has Elenore and Ninnart's gone :( Rawr. *starts singing when you're gone* HAHAHA.


Serene said band members can go Japan end of this year again :D But this time with choir -.- I so wanna go back to Japan :( But Ninnart can't go. I wanna go with that ass but she's leaving Singapore :( Come on, let's all drop down and cry. Why is everyone leaving. First is Yu Xuan then Ninnart. Who's next.


I wanna go Japaaaaaaaaaaaan :(


My parents are celebrating their 18th wedding anniversary this year. They planned to go overseas without my both sisters and I. So I suggested Japan and told them I could be their tour guide so they could bring me along(:


Heard from Elenore that selected Geography and History students could go Germany next June. I so wanna go too :( Then my four years in sec school is so interesting eh? First Japan, China, Japan and Germany!(: I wanna go for ALL. HAHAHAHA.


I miss Japan.
But I miss you even more.
Rawr.


I can't go for band the whole of next week because of the China trip. Oh man :(


Since everyone's blogging about their results and holiday schedule, I should do that too(: Not now. I can't find my student's diary. HAHAHA.


Have I changed? You-know-who said I changed. Duh, if you were me, you would also change, after suffering such a big blow (Hahaha, Nicholas! See! Da ji!) of what you'd done to me. Who wouldn't break down. You-know-who said I became very fake, not as kuazhang and drama as before. Yeah, somehow agreed with you-know-who. I kept on putting a fake smile on my face. I'm not as happy as before. I would be smiling and happy again, if things were still the same. It's possible, right? Rawr. Better not let Josiah see this post, he's gonna demand another ice milo from me. HAHAHA.


That retarded lover of mine edited my pictures and posted on her blog -.- WONGMEIYU IS RETARDED(: Photobucket Photobucket


I'm gonna read the dictionary as my bedtime story. HAHAHA.

Monday, May 26, 2008

HAHAHA. My 200th post!(: Finally!


Ms Daisy Lim just called me but it was diverted to voicemail :O I need to meet at 0720 on Friday to go to Yu Ying Sec for this POA thing -.-


Did not go for physics remedial from 3pm to 5pm today. Slight fever after coming back from Batam, Indonesiaaaaa. Yep, went on Saturday morning and came back on Sunday night. The trip was okay okay..


I saw this Levi's skinny jeans which cost 990,000rp. Lol! Bought it but somehow regretted it already. It just looks like any ordinary jeans which made my both legs look super long -.-


There's art and sectionals tomorrow. I'm going for art ;] Supposed to meet Raynor and Muhammad in Mac tomorrow but I don't think so already :(


Supposed to celebrate Carine's birthday with her today;] But since she went with XiaoHui, Pricilla, XiaoMei and DaoYing, I told her we'll go out another day. Yep, with Joey, Eileen, ShanAi too(: That'll be more fun, bitch. Carine's my lesbian partner too. HAHAHAHA.


Took a lot of photos recently but I'll upload it the next time. Hahaha.


You-know-who said I've changed. Did I?
Joey was saying I became stronger(: Hahaha.


I said I want Indiana Jones, you idiot. I don't want Narnia laa, Joey Tan. Hahaha. I told that Carine bitch to call me but she didn't. You bitch. Hahaha.


I'm hungry~


I'm considering in putting my blog as private again. Those people come read my blog then never tag, what's the use man.


Joey changed her specs to black and red(: I should change mine too. Hahaha. eeeeeh, I'm like advertising Joey here eh. My post, but I'm talking about Joey. Hahaha. Everyone's changing specs. I should too. My current orange and black and grey specs had been with me since last year's SYF :O Awww, SYF :(


I'm gonna keep smiling.
Time flies,
yet I'm still in love with you.


Werner and Nicholas pissed me off last band practice. Yep. eeeeeeeeh? Werner was the one who looked down on D class people? He looked at my camera album, fine. So be it. Then he started laughing at my retarded pictures. What's your f prob. My friends are all retarded, so am I. Jealous is it. At least we're happy with our retarded-ness(: So I got super pissed at him, so I told Bob (lol.) to throw his crumpler up to the CO cabinets there. Crumpler so what. You're not the only one who has one. Wanna compare who got more ah. Big deal. Then he took my bag and threw it on the floor and smashed my bottle down to the ground too. Hey, you're the one who started it first. Show some respect, boy.


I don't wanna go for sectionals tomorrow. Indiana Jones~ (:


Love me for me.
And not for someone you want me to be.
I love you for you(:

Friday, May 16, 2008

The feeling of being cheated for 2months, 3days.
Is horrible.
I didn't wanna cry.
But tears just came down, unknowingly.


I really owe you another ice milo, Josiah.


I didn't wanna cry, really.
Why would I wanna cry for a jerk like you.


Why did Angie come tell me those.
I'd felt better if I didn't know about all those.
I rather pretend I don't know a thing.


I've tried to forget you, boy.
I still can't.
I feel so cheated you know.
Since 13thMarch.
One day after band camp.
I feel so dumb, help.
Leave her and just rewind can.


I wanna be as strong as anybody out there.
I can't.
That's bec I still have feelings you jerk.


I don't wanna cry anymore.


Bec of you, the old CASSANDRA ain't happy anymore.
Bec of you, I don't even feel like I'm myself anymore.
Bec of you, I wasted so much tears.
Bec of you, I think I'm even losing myself now.
Bec of you, CASSANDRA ain't gonna be the happy crazy one anymore.
You. Yes, you. YOU SUCK.


Ohman, why do I love a sucker.
Fuck.
No taste.


Get well soon, ShanAi(:
Get well soon, Raynor(:

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Didn't go to school today. Monday too(:


I needa change my blogskin asap. Real badly. It so don't suit me now. I wanna change my blog url too(:


Muhammad and ShiRei didn't come to school today too(: Art was boring yesterday without that Raynor making so much noise and because of this, Muhammad ain't noisy yesterday too.


Raynor's got dengue. Get well soon(:


Happy Birthday JiaQi!(:


I'm smiling again. I've tried.
I need time.
Because it ain't easy to forget you, jerk.
Thank you Ninnart, Shiyun, Elenore and Daoying(:


Don't get so worked up with that junior, Nicholas.
It ain't worth it(:
Josiah~ Ice Milo!(:


Why do you bother about me, still.
Even after you said game over to me.
I'm gonna be (:


The feeling came back again,
& I'm feeling so empty inside again.


I didn't treasure you before,
I'm sorry.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Josiah, look! I survived two days without that jerk(: I can do it okay. Haha, better prepare to buy a lot of ice milo for me ;D


Read Shiyun's blog, she saw that KingXavierHenry in hub like twice with 4-5 girls. Well, normal what. Who am I to care anyway. I'm nothing to you, you're nothing to me. If you can survive without me, why can't I. I'm gonna learn to be strong like Elenore and Siripun(: I shall not cry for you anymore. You're just a jerk. Go away, idiot.


I'm gonna smile and go crazy like I used to, even without you!(:


Haha, MeiYu's back MeiYu's back!(: Uh wait, no more MeiYu, it'll just remind me of those times. No more MeiYu(:


Wth's wrong with you.
Can't you just settle down with one girl.
Uh, I don't wanna care anymore.
Go away laa, I don't know you anymore.


Josiah! I forgot his number already(: Really.


Ohyes, was crying and crying and I complained to my haojiemei, Aaron~;D I told him what happened and I told him that I just want a restart. He's nice(: Of course, he's Aaron!(:


He said stuff like, I didn't give up on you. I was waiting for Gwen to tell me what happened. Not everyone leads a happy life, I don't too you know. Nobody's born strong, even the strongest is fragile. Life is as such. We must learn to move on. Sorry for sounding so cold. I've been through similar things and I've learnt that wishing doesn't work. Not all games have a restart you know, it's a high score and that's it. Everything takes time, someday you'll be able to let go. It's always like that, we understand how fragile feelings are. It's okay, nonetheless, I'm a nice guy :D


Thanks Aaron :D Thanks for always being there for me(:


Heh, that's what an advice you'd expect from a literature class guy :D Ohwell, thanks jiemei(: <3


Josiah listened to my ranting too(: Thankyou thankyou.


So what if I lost you,
I've gain more people that cared for me.
Go away you idiot.
I don't talk to flirts like you.
Especially someone who hurt me so deeply and don't even give a shit about it.


Thanks Gwen(: Haha, her hug makes me feel okay again(: Thanks Joey and Daoying too.


Za is that stupid ZheAn ah? Haha, you tagged! Yay, you tagged.. Haha.


I'll be fine, Roxanne(: You'd see me jumping around in the band room again(: You ask me relink then your blog private de ah :/


I didn't even receive a single sms from you.
Wow, thanks for forgetting me.
I forgot about you already, too.
I'm sick of it.
Jerk.


Don't worry guys, you'll see me jumping around like nobody's business and smiling and laughing again, like before(:

Saturday, May 10, 2008

MYE's over! I'm supposed to be (: over this, but apparently, I'm not.


Where did all those promises go, you ass.
You just love making me cry and hurting me uh?
Your favourite past-time is it.
You don't even a shit about me,
You don't even care for me.
Where did that old gong head went.
I have no more tears to cry already.
Yet, I'm getting hurt everyday. Again.
I don't even wanna see you.
I've been giving in,
it's your turn now.
It's up to you if you wanna do anything about it.
I can't say anything else, anymore.
Who am I anyway uh.


Why am I having feelings for a jerk. Oh man.


I got back my phone(: Should be, I got back my SIM card. Before my phone got confiscated, everything was still so perfect for me, it's different when I got back my phone. As I look into my inbox and see those smses, look into the camera album and see those photos, look into my contact as what I saved you in, even my screensaver, everything. I realised how stupid I could be.


Because of this, so many many many people came to talk to me about it(: Thank you thank you, really. There's people like, Joey, GuiJun, Serene, HuiXian, Tiffany, Ninnart, Elenore, Josiah, ShiYun, XinZhi, Daoying, ChuXian, ShanAi, ZheAn, ZhiEn, XiaoMei, Carine, Gwendolyn, Aaron, Ignatius? Hahah.


Thanks guys(:


Thank God that band practices are starting soon(: I'll quarrel with that Nicholas again, at least I'll be happier(:


Damn you, NINNART SIRIPUN FONG. Why are you going back to Thailand uh. I want.. Mango sticky rice(: Hahah. I wanted to complain everything to you and you're telling me you're not coming to school on Monday. You want me slap you ah :p


Talked to that Josiah on MSN and I listened to his advice(: I deleted everything that has gotta do with him(: Smses, photos, videos and his contact. It's time for me to grow up(:


At least that FongRenJing gave me some practical advice. Hahah. You guys kept asking me to forget about him. It's not easy eh. But I've taken the first step already(: I'm gonna be that happy tall person again, even without you(: You can hurt me, so can I.


Physics paper on the last day(: Rushed home with ShanAi and that bitch left me alone in that bus stop to wait for the bus while she walk home. Damn you :/ Met up with that lover of mine in Bishan Interchange and she suddenly say she forgot to bring her EZlink card. Pro? Pro. Train-ed to AMK and met Daoying and PeiShi there(: Then train-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut(: Lover and I mixed up Dhoby Ghaut and City Hall, so we got down at the wrong station(: That bitch ah.. :p We went up and down the escalator and took the travelator twice wth. That travelator was the one i used to walk with you-know-who. Yes, that travelator with that Incredicble India there.


Goodbye dear, it ends here.


Met up with XinZhi and Tiffany in Bugis(: That's where the fun starts(: Bought like $70 of clothes and tried that jumper in This Fashion! :D took a lot photos in the fitting room and everywhere(: That stupid bitch lover of mine kept saying the Ribena Snow was nice. Eew? So damn sour laa. I don't take sour stuff you bitch(: Bought a cardigan, elmo shirt, some green collar tee? and this LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE black tee(:


I'm lil miss sunshine(: I wanna smile like I used to, again(:


Wanted to buy that blue cardigan, but decided not to. I don't wanna remember anything. And yes, it's time to change blogskin now. This blogskin doesn't suit me now.


You were the one who didn't treasure me in the first place.
I don't know why am I still holding on.


I took very long to decide which colour to buy and Tiffany and XinZhi came out with this, you turn back, choose number 1, 2 or 3 then buy. Hahahah. Red cardigan was number 2(: I chose 2 that's why :D I didn't know whether to buy red, brown, purple or grey. Red suits me more(: Because red rocks. See this IGNATIUS THIAM? :D


Oh yes, CHEMISTRY ROCKS! I LOVE CHEMISTRY(: See this, Mr Lim? :p


The six of us shopped from like 11am to 7pm? Hahah. We forgot all about eating when we're shopping(: Girls what.. Hahah. Daoying didn't buy anything, she kept wanting to get food. Hahah. Ohyes, we took 2 neoprints and each of us paid like $1.80 for each. Hahah. I took out my specs :O Tiffany and XinZhi put make-up on me(: Hahah. My eyes are nice :D Just small.. Oh damn it. Small eyes.. I don't miss you, mimiyan.


'Thanks for the memories' suddenly seem so nice(: I used to say JiaMin emoshit, because she listens to this kind of super noisy songs. Fall out boy suddenly seem so nice(: I won't go emo, that's stupid.


You and your empty promises,
I had enough.


Ohyes, when ShanAi and I were on our way home, we saw this little boy, who is so gonna be a big bully in the future :( He just picked up one fallen branch from the ground and started hitting around. He hit the tree and the leaves all came down. Wth?


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