How will I die? Your Result: You will die from a terminal illness. My apologies. In the future, there will be more effective medication to help absolve the pain and discomfort. Do not fear pain or hospitals. To endure illness is divine and will reap many rewards in the next life.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die of boredom.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die while having sex.
You will be murdered.
You will die while saving someone's life.

Lol. Car accident omg :O

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Science/Math Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Drama Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Social Nerd
Literature Nerd
Anime Nerd

MUSICIAN :O

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Paranoia You are constantly thinking about what others may be saying about you behind your back. You may also feel people have conspiracies against you, or they are out to get you. In crowds you may feel like everybody is watching to closely.
Manic Depressive
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)

o.o Wow. So true lol.

Ahha, blog dead D: Sigh.


Grrrrrrrr so many things happened and i so wanna blog about it but i forgot, sadly. EOY started already and i wanaaaaaaaaaaaaa be in the same class as eileen again next year :/ MUGMUGMUG.


On Friday, there was this peace talk between Joey, Carine, Eileen, Shanai, Chuxian and me. Xiaomei and Priscilla were there too. Elenore and Clarence were waiting for me. Thanks. We talked for one hour plus.


Look, you were the one who wanted this peacetalk. You guys were the ones who wanted me to be the middleperson and now, great. It's as if i committed some sin or what. The way you stared at me was frigging annoying. You don't even have the least respect in looking at the person when she's talking to you, don't expect people to respect a bitch like you. You took it all for granted and now, everyone ostracised you. Don't blame me, you asked for it. Shut that oh-so-pathetic voice of yours and turn your face upside down, girl. Stop gaining sympathy because no one would believe you anymore. Wake up, person. Blame it on your every little disgusting actions, we're so disgusted by it, in case you didn't realise. Lalala. I'll blog more about her the next time. Get a life, girl. You don't base your own character and personality on other people's. Such a follower. When we tell you to change, you go like, yeah yeah, my fault can. Please. We took this time to talk to you after school for an hour plus and you gave us a fucked up attitude. We could jolly well go home and sleep than listening to you and looking at you. Spoil my mood. GAH, why did i agree to help you guys in the first place.


Ahhhha. Friday was a nice day :D

i remember smsing guoting the whole morning one day and we were like talking about ky -_- must gang up bully him back! lol. and we were like planning to go out during the holidays. she said she sending us off in the airport nehs! :D but in the end, see first. lol. yep, and we talked throughout the whole morning today again. hahah. err 15september2007, today. lol. i got all my dates wrongly.


grrrrrrr and i haven't completed my geog homework yet. deadline was on friday, i couldn't hand in because i didn't go to school. piano exam rah. thankyous shanai, carine, chuxian, joey and err you for at least asking how did it go for me. i appreciated that :D i missed dance and geog on friday. i dunno if that was something to be happy about, oh well. i left my house at 1.15pm on friday and mrt-ed to novena. called my aunt to come down since she worked there too. she treated me andersen's lol. $10.20 for apple crumble delight topped up with belgium chocolate chip icecream. hoho. i saw zhiyang! omg man. i went high. he is soooooooo adorable ~ aww. since andersen's is just beside the escalator, i had a super zoomed-in view of zhiyang. aww. i went like, OMG ZHIYANG! then he turned back and smiled at meeeeeeee :D then after my aunt and i went on separate ways, i lost my way there. i can't find the music school. grrrr i panic like siao. and so, i reach there at 2.23pm. instead of 2.20pm.


i panicked even more when i forgot how to play one of the scales. i became like some crazy person moving my fingers on my book. everybody stared at me as if i was some lunatic. uh. i stared back at them too huehueee[: then the very first sentence i spoke was already wrong.


me : good morning sir! [ it was super loud, i dunno why was i so high -_- ]
examiner : good afternoon.
me : :O ! OH SHIT SORRY AFTERNOON. [ and i kept on laughing to myself :/ ]
examiner : hmmm. [ yaddayadda, i couldn't understand, he speaked too quickly and i was busy laughing. ] could i listen to hibribguwbusuibgiberg. lol.
me : huh. what ? sorry.
examiner : Eflat major.
me : oh, hahah. sorry.


die le die le. i think i'll get just a certification of paricipation. or maybe, no cert = fail. grrrrr then when i left the room, i opened the door super hard and so it flung to another side -_- then i didn't see another door, i knocked onto that second door and the person outside and the examiner laughed at me. OMG MAN. HELP. before i went in, there's some woman sitting outside, she told me to sit there first.


woman : are you cold? a lot candidates are complaining cold.
me : err okay lah. not that cold.
woman : do you have friends taking this exam too?
me : huh. err got. yesterday. baixun.
woman : oh baixun! she ah.
me : [ opened my mouth wide ] huh! you know her ah!
woman : oh! the name rings a bell!
me : orh. rings a bell. *laughs*
woman : what cca are you from?
me : [ gave her this face :/ bec i don't understand why she ask so much -_- ] err band. woman : oh! who is your conductor?
me : err mr tan. mr tan aik koon. the sws stepped down the chairman, i think.
woman : ohoh! the name rings a bell!
me : huh. ring again? *laughs*


there was a bell on that table, and it went 'ding', so i went in. i laughed to myself. so fated with the bell hur. it rang 3 times in just a few minutes lol. i know i answered one question wrongly. and i forgot i had to count the beat too. grrrrr. so the examiner went wad period is this piece in? baroque, classical or the 19century? i was like. errr baroque! lol. the examiner gave a very shocked face. so i was like, die. confirm wrong already. then he asked, why do you say so? i was like err err because baroque pieces are slighly detached :D i made a wrong answer sound so right. hoho. i'm smart! :D the examiner then smiled at me and said, alright. thankyou. you may leave now. and i went, oh! hahah. thankyou! :D then i knocked my head onto the door -_-

lol. there's still more. and i can't help laughing when justin tagged my blog as xiaomao. lol! he so guai ah. lol. i was talking to the voicemail then serene took that pic -_-







oh, and i like my hair to be like that :D

















and that butt-less kwangyong lol. i was the only high one in my group grrrr and spot the cheeeeeeeeehan in one of kiesha's pic. lol. i tried to avoid josiah's cam, that's why my head was down in most of the marching photos -_- and i have to say this. kwangyong looks funny in green lol. and the luq that photo, the effect is scary :S it has a hand there then his stare and the 'wind' effect eeee lol.

yep, and i shall upload the photos huehuehue






















ENJOY :D

yep. back from teh band camp hoho. i didn't blog the day i came back from camp bec i slept all the way from 5pm till the next day. read ninnart's and shiyun's blog before i blog lol. the way they type is so brief. nehmind, i shall go into details tralalala =x err which is today, 11am :D how long ah. 14 hours ? overall teh camp was fun except the groupings :/ THANKYOUS SECTHREES :D we know how xinku you guys are :D



first day.


when i was leaving home, siripun sms-ed me saying wad must bring fork and spoon. i chuadio ah. but in the end, i still didn't bring any utensils bec it was not stated what. then must bring NYAA booklet. in the end, didn't even use it at all. ninnart and i were one of the earliest late people lol! frankly, i was surprised that the sec1s actually came uh. so we got punished to run 2 rounds of teh three bball courts heh :/ saw shanai and eileen but i thought it wasn't them. si eileen say i run so funny. heh cannot ah =x hahah. then we got to know our groupings. omg man. eew i hate my group. yes, it's a hate. my group consists of err baixun and miaoting as teh group leaders :D then there's xiaohui, nicole, cyndi, valerie, CHEEHAN and shafiq ? i dunno how to spell his name. oh haha, he looks like camel =x i mean, look. putting me in a sianjipuah group. err named maestoso heh -_- timpani is alone is another corner D: serene was alone sitting there too. nic was like saying, i'm back to my holy side. eew i dun like that place. oh err people walked past and i was veh afraid they would knock and band and scratch the timpani. ohwell, they already did. and you expect me to get high? please lah. first was icebreakers -_- had to intro ourselves -_______- so i went like, err cassandra 2i percussion. lol. everyone in my group was sian :/ uh, i hate it eew. then miao taught us some coin game. so i had to sit beside the cheeeeeeeeeebye =x his nails damn frigging sharp and dirty and eew and he touched my hand. i went to wash it asap man. then fall in marchmarchmarch -_- ky re-taught us the wad check-t-l-v BANG the march lah -_- lol. so we had solo march too eeee omg so paiseh grrrrrrr :/ josiah kept taking pics and so my head was looking down all the time. so we were dismissed to the classrooms and yep.


lol. the first photo i took when i on my cam -__-



cardus&luqman.



josiah walked away -__-

i slept together with err ninnart, serene, elenore, brenda, lihui, shiyun, chuxian and chuwen :D hoho. so funnnnnnnnnn =D our classroom was the most frequently visited classroom by everyone. justin nic zhean they all were sleeping next door. then the sec1s. all the sec3 slept together :D heh including girls and gays :D band practice-d till about err 5 or 6? then games -_- grrrrrr games suck in my group. that cheebye act pro. we played some strings and marker game and that cheebye said i was pulling too hard. please lah. i wasn't even pulling? i was just holding for the sake of holding. ohyeah, bathing was fun hueeeeee :D we waited for everyone to bathe finish first. then daoying and yokeching went to off the gays' toilet lights. their reaction damn funny laaaaaaaaa =x bec when you off the girls' toilet lights, everyone will be like ahh! in a super high pitch. but when you off the guys' toilet lights, their reaction is like oi ~ in a super low voice. LOLS! before that, ninnart was playing bbal with josiah, luqman and ky. 2 unicorn vs 2 griffin. i wanted to join in but in the end i didn't lol. serene ninnart elenore and i were one of the last lower sec to bathe. so in the girls' toilet, only left with me and serene :D then i was like, nobody ah! omg. ninnart ?! ninnart! elenore ?! elenore! hahah. bathed for almost half an hour. o.o feel so clean and shuang huehuehue. then we went up to teh band room and watch some video. it was supposed to be a maintenance of instruments video but dunno why it became da vinci code -__- zzzz so boring. that guy is sadistic. he wants to be su-ge no.2 ah. whip himself for what -_- oh and my hair was nice that day after bathing hoho. but the next day like shit like that =x o.o then lights off. justin sent me some sms -_- saying wad, hi.. remember my friend from HELL .... lol! then wad hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!! watch out for tonight maybe my friend will come find you !!!!! -______- lol. justin nic winston they all know i'm scared of those





second day.


it was more fun of course, compared to the first. we woke up the earliest. we could sleep for almost half an hour later can. it means alot. and so, we continued our truth-or-dare game. yep. omg man, i dio first one D: so i had to go over to the other side of the classroom block to shout err who i like. heh. i don't like you anymore! wheeeeeeeeeeee :D i like the other one. but grrrrrr i feel so guilty can :/ i should not, and i cannot like you D: lol lalala. so ninnart and serene also dio-ed the same thing. lol. ninnart's one was like wow. paiseh laaaaa. i was the one who thought of that. o.o i feel so bad now :/ breakfast was some egg sandwich. but it's nice eh :D hahah. then band exchange! yayness! i saw guoting! :D loves! then christchurch had two gonggong percussion. lol! that's wad mr tan said when i asked me lol. i mean, they're really so ...... =x there was this conversation that made me laugh till my face went red.




winston : hi. [ went over to talk to the two chr perc, to be friendly ]

chr perc gonggong guy : mmm. do you know how to make aluminium powder ?

winston : huh ? *laughs*

gonggong guy : started explaining.. yaddayadda. if you're still not sure, you can go to www dot _______ dot com.

winston : *laughs* ohoh, sure.

gonggong guy : let me tell you some names of some chemicals and elements. [ starting naming some funny weird never hear before scientific stuff. ]

winston : *laughs non stop but tried to hide* ohoh. right. hmmm.

gonggong guy : yes ? if you're not sure, you can log on to www dot ______ dot com.

winston : *laughs* [ he cannot take it already ] hmmm, right.

gonggong guy : you know, when you mix this two chemicals together, they'll mix, blend, bond and explode! KABOOM! [ winston was eating, he almost choked LOLS! that gonggong guy rly KABOOM-ED veh loudly lol! ]

winston: [ looked in another direction so that he will not spit out his food at the sight of the gonggong guy lol! ]




gahhhhhhhhh :/ maomao is pro dao siao D: i feel so zibei. i think i'm the worst timpanist ever grrrrr. selena gannnnnnnnnnnnnn !!! lol. harry was dozing off during the exchange then mrtan suddenly ask, where is the huayi timpani? huayi timpani? he asked thrice. i was like pointing downwards, neh.. then harry blurblur stood up -__- i didn't really play that day bec since selena came back, i let her play :D hoho. a lot of seniors wanted to come for the camp, but when they saw the day plan, they were like OMG so boring. then they went home. i can't remember which night but elenore and i were lying in the parade square counting stars. yep. there was only one lol! fake one somemore. some satellite uh.


ohyep. we had water games grrrr. stupid bob. lol! yeah, we called hongwei bob. BOB = BODY ODOUR BOY. lol! i came out with that and everyone started bob-ing him lol. he wet meeeeee D: he threw a water bomb at me grrrr. then i chased him around the school lol. i made him even wetter bec i sprayed him with my waterbottle until no water left lol. who ask you disturb me before i was ready hur. huogai ah! =x and i squirt my bottle and josiah luqman fuhui and kwangyong. i practically throw a water bomb at fuhui then i ran inside the girls' toilet. LOL. he cannot come in. then ky wanted to flood me with his water gun lol. but i ran in again. he cannot shoot me! lalala ~ lol. then in the ky walked away, and kept smiling saying i good :D lol. then in the parade square when we officially started the water bombs war. i got attacked by alot people. rahhhhhh :/ all bully me. nuryus poured the whole nike bottle of water on my back. grrrrrrr ! so cold laaaa. from water cooler one eh! D: then i fought with cheeeeeehan. verbal quarrelling again. he dare not argue back with me bec after all i'm his senior muahahaha :D lol. josiah shoot me with his water gun too gah. luqman also. he kept telling us, stop playing. then the next moment, he joined in with them to bully me -_- there was this station when we had to sit on flour, tofu, toothpaste?, water and those confetti. OMG MAN. i was the first to get over, so. the dirtiest. always left one chair then i cannot get over grrr. ohyeah, i got hit on the head by my own water bottle and so i fell straight to the ground. valerie threw at me grrr. but nvm lah, it's over. i dun blame her anymore bec she already apologised so many times. i dun hate you, girl! :D linying was the first to come me other than valerie lah. then justin and baixun. a lot people came after i left the murderous scene lol. let's see. justin, josiah, luqman, janice, linying, baixun, ninnart, serene, elenore, aybin, kelly, fuhui, jolene, brenda and some i can't remember. it's damn painful zzz. then i dunno how bx got a pack of ice and she put it on my forehead i almost died. so cold :/ lol. duh. i can survived for 20secs plus plus okay! then stinked and bathed lol. we heard bob telling cheryll, don't worry! next year WE ALL plan the camp sure very nice one. -_- he plan de sure very nice one, and we will sure enjoy it de :D hor? =x oh, and chuwen is nice, at least she laughs with me about chuxian's retarded actions lol. then we slept early bec later still needa wake up for midnight powerball. grrrr :/ linying came in to talk to us, but i slept after a while. she told us alot of unrevealed secrets :O bjorn is nice you know, he very patient to linying lor.


yep, so we woke up at 1am. POWERBALL! -_- ninnart, serene, elenore, chuxian, chuwen, brenda, lihui, shiyun and i were like so sian so we came down looking :/ yep. i dun understand why the sec1s dun look tired at all grrrr. can't even see anything laa. so the sec3s wore some luminous bangles and put them infront of the cones so we know where to throw. i wore some bib omg so retarded :/ we actually won :O i also dunno how. i just merely passed the ball like 3 times? lol. then walked around. but when we so called got into the finals, we lost to elenore and justin that group. ah, we don't care anyway. then before going to sleep again, ate some beehoon and cakes, and yep. off to sleep and woke up at 7am -_-


arranged the tables back to order and packed our bags to report to the band room for some briefing. lol as usual. late. we took our time to go there and so a little late. everyone stared at us grrr :/ halfway through the briefing, i can't remember who burst the water balloon and ky was wet at his legs there. then huiwen kept laughing bec of the way mrlam talks. kiesha and verine too.


then polished instruments took like almost three hours. argued with josiah over some drumset stands. the whole perc and him got some meeting. so in the end, we had to pay 3 bucks each. yep. nic, i owe you 3 bucks. then i borrowed money from ninnart to pay nic. so i owe ninnart 3bucks now -_- so oh, and i hate the vampire in my section. suck like hell. he look simply grotesque. argued with me over little things. when we were polishing the instruments, some transfer person from our section to another section stared at us and smirked. i told nic then that tamade vampire was like, so? then i said, shutup lah. also never talk to you right. disgusting. lol. then packed everything and went to the coffee shop opposite with shiyun and ninnart. this was when i told them about the christchruch guy. laugh dao siao. shiyun went home first. then after awhile, ninnart and i took 410 home :D tadahhhhh.


frankly, i quite miss band camp lol. it's different from the other camps. it has no restrictions though. will publish the rest of the photos in another post.

hur, great. mystery solved, as what annabel said. the person who created the anti me blog is my great junior. hur. didn't believe it at first but yep. that's a fact. same pri school one. and she backstabbed me. i always thought she was nice. hur, can't believe it's her. how great. GREAT. ninnart still says she's nice. i even praised her in front of my friends. uh, how blind could i be. same pri school as me, DISGRACE. i offended your friend means i offend you; from annabel the pro. you don't act big luh. lame. that time i met you back in mcs, saw you and you diao-ed me. yep. so i diao-ed you too :D the whole world not only you have EYES can. complaining to another person and broadcasting it, only makes you look wow. but other people calls you a broadcaster. big mouth. who wants to know this kind of news luh. lame. people are short of time and you actually have the time to create a blog on me. wow, should i feel honoured. i salute to you man. feel that sarcasm, person.


yep, mystery solved. and i received your sms after 6 miserable days hur. now i dun find it miserable. i rather don't want those sms. it kills. but still, i have to thank you for solving the mystery for me. thankyou uh. although those sms were like, aww in the first place. i rather not want it can. now, reading through my inbox, makes me shiver. how could i be that dumb. small fish, still. suck. annabel! hahah. ohyeah, dear junior. i bet you'll never know i've already found out who are you already. blame on your dumbness :D you suck, you suck. you suck suck suck lol :D ah, to think i even suspected my own friends. i ought to die D: but oh well, at least i found out who are the ones who really cared for me. thanks guys :D i simply detest those people who are not proud of themselves. you're not jap then you're not jap luh. unless you marry one. which i think you'll have difficulties in doing so. can't even be proud of your own race ? religion ? country. then that's such a big disgrace. acting like a jap is so -_- be original lah, you pirated person.


then there was a miscommunication between err everybody in the band. yep. lol. so everyone had to come back to school for err stock checking tomorrow. i've no problem bec i'm already supposed to come back on tue haha. lol. but those people who had already had plans, it's quite err bad ? err i dunno. but i feel that you should come back for band lah. to at least help out. you can't expect just a few of us to do everything. if you were them. err josiah they all? you can't cope also wad. err lalala i'm crapping hoho.


baixun is accompanying me to school tomorrow! hoho, you're nice :D she purposely from amk come bishan bring me to school lol! yayness. i dunno how to take public transport from my house to school. i dun go to school by bus. lalala thankyou baixun! :D


joey and carine went for movie early in the morning today -_- i didn't go bec i no $ and i lazy lol. they dowan watch secret. so i dowan go with them hehe. i wanna watch secret laaaaaaa D: eileen i dun care, you're going with me with shanai :D hahah. nobody wanna watch secret with meeeeeeeeee ~! lol. joey has no interest in jay chou's movie :[ lol.


i needa buy water gun! D: if not i will kena aim from people who has eh. someone, pei me go toyr'us please :D lol. and oh die. tomorrow piano again. zzzzzzz she's gonna nag at me again. save me, someone.


&i seek for solace in you\
but i don't feel anything now,
anymore }

rah, that person is downright lame. that jap person closed the blog already. uh, i was waiting for the person to write more. then i'll see :D hoho. i don't really care. just a lil scary in the beginning. and ninnart is in thailand since saturday morning?! RAH D:

i'm starting to not look forward to band camp. i dun think it'll be fun. it's spooky. so little toilets to bathe. uh, i hate that part only. i don't wanna stink D: uh, and the band committee doesnt want me :[ sigh. lalala i don't care.

ohoh, and thankyous justin, shanai, gengtao, eileen, annabel and baixun :D for cheering me up and telling me what to do at that time. i was dumb. lalala no mood to say anything :/ and tomorrow's cip. i dun feel like going :[ ninnart isn't going, so it's not fun lalala

the sixth day ;

eight more days more\

FUCK. there's someone who created the blog as anti me. uh, WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PERSON TRYING TO DO CAN. DON'T EVEN DARE PUT HIS/HER OWN NAME AND STARTED SCOLDING ME THERE. YEAH, I'M THE UGLIEST FUCKTARD PERSON, WHAT ABOUT YOU. YOU ARENT ANY BETTER THAN ME. WHAT HAS IT GOTTA DO WITH YOU THAT I DELETE MY FRIENDSTER. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU. I'M HELPING MYSELF TO TAG THE SPAMMER? LAME LAH. I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO CAN. YEAH, CASSANDRA WONG MEIYU SUCKS. YOU ? FUCK UP PERSON. WHAT ABOUT YOU. SINCE YOU HATE ME SO MUCH, THEN TELL ME WHO ARE YOU LUH. AND WHY. WHAT XUNHAO, WHAT TALKING YOU LAH. I DON'T KNOW ANY XUNHAO OR WHATSOEVER YOU TALKING ABOUT. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU TILL YOU HATE ME SO MUCH. PERHAPS, I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU. AND YOU'RE CHILIDISH ENOUGH TO CREATE A BLOG JUST TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD I'M HATED. GROW UP LAH. HATE ME ALL IF YOU WANT, I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

lalala ~ saturdays are boring without haopengyous D: slept throughout the whole afternoon and finished my refrigerator's supply of chocolates and jellies o.o i can't find anymore sticks of jellyjoy aww lol.


accompanied my mum and my sis to the ntuc and err i wanted to buy teh moving rubber :O after seeing fiona's and andrea's and geraldine's hair, my hair is like :/ rahhhhhhhh :S i think i ate 5 sweet potatoes today lol. i hate boring days. rah. cooped up at home, rotting. countdown man! &i'm missing school on 14september, friday :D yayyayyay! [: pianooooooo exam rocks for this reason. hahah. i dunno if i should come back school for sectionals. lazy zzzz :/ baixun wants me to come back, lalal i lazy :s pleaseeeeeeeeee, dun let nicholas and bx transfer to trumpet. please :/ i'll be alone. shiyun is gone already, to eupho. i've lost one gossip partner, i dowaN to lose nicholasssssssssssssss and baixunnnnnnnnn too D: lalala.


ohoh, elenore! get well soon! :D


everyone is looking forward to band camp, i dunno if i should look forward to that also. i hope it'll be fun o.o i dread camps. guoting guoting! <3>


how many more days to EOY? i dowaN to be separated with teh WFG D: all of them are like so smart, and i'm the only dumb one. i wannaaaaaaaaa be in the same class as eileen D: but she's too smart to be in the same class as meeeeeee ~! sigh. i still don't feel the stress and tension for EOY, uh. i dunno what's wrong with me these few days. it's time to mugmugmug :/ i can't study. i can't sit still uh. who wanna go watch secret with meeeeeeeee ~? lol. =x CONCENTRATE CASSANDRA! LESS THAN 25 DAYS MORE ONLY :D and you can play till you drop dead. STUDY BAH :D


the fifth day today,
i have to wait for nine days more\