CASSANDRA: January 2011

My heart sank when I realised that I won't get to see you tomorrow.
Oh well, see you at reunion lunch/dinner.

I've got a huge motivation to study hard, and excel now. I wanna do well and earn big bucks and give my both grandparents a comfortable life to live. We used to live in a big house, I wanna buy a big house for them, again.

This video is srsly touching, to me k. Never fails to make me cry everytime I watch this on MTV.

My grandparents, my motivation to do well.

Yet I don't have the courage to tell my family members that, hey I love you.

Wait for me, I'll do well in my life. I'll take up this responsibility to give my family a good life. Wait for me, please.

Okay, just a quick update before I go back to sleep. I've been sick since the day before school reopens. And heh, last Friday I was absent from school, and today too. I missed a GP dignostic test today and chemistry practical planning shit.

Not as if I want to be ill. It's horrible feeling cold every second, walking around in school with a thick jacket 24/7.

So yup, school's been really hectic and yes, I'm in J2 already :O Surprisingly. I came to realise that I failed my math lecture test today and I got really disappointed in myself. 9/20. Math is the last subject that I wanna ever flunk it. 2011 hadn't been reaaally great, school's been the same, and friends come and go.

It's already the 19th day of the first month. Tomorrow is the fourteenth month anniversary with TJJ :)

How long more can I take it? I ask myself every night. Gonna pack my weekdays with consultations and revision + complete all assignments. I gotta start early, I learnt my lesson last year for promos and for O levels. Why did I even choose to take the A levels in the first place?

This week's been really bad, had Math test, Economics concept writing quiz and Economics consultation on Monday. I felt soooo relieved when Economics essay test ended yesterday, a big big relief. I've been studying for that, man. Me cannot fail. Also, after math consultation yesterday, graphs don't seem so frightening now... I hope. Globalisation quiz was bad -.-

There's piano lessons tomorrow!!!!!! Noooo~ :( :(

BUT. TJJ said that he's gonna come look for me tomorrow yayyyyyy but I doubt he will -.- He ends work at about 10 pm :( Oh well, we'll celebrate month-sary this weekend heehee ^^

I don't understand a shit about organic chemistry.
I'm lost even before Globalisation lecture started.
I can't write a proper GP and ECONS and GEOGRAPHY essay after one year. Screw it.

I feel so... Demoralised.

A levels, make it or break it. I'm afraid to think of the consequences.

On a lighter note, I'm turning 18 in less than a month's time!!! BBQ TIME YAYYYYYYYYYYY :D

Off to Takashimaya in about half an hour's time to go find Baby at work! :D Didn't see him yesterday and I felt weird :(

I have no sense of directions compared to him, but I can't call him to tell him that I'm gonna go look for him. It's a surpriseeeeeeee! :D Luckily I remember to call Kewei, and he's super nice like our big brother heehee he told me to call him when I get there hahahaha

Hey Baby, I know you may feel nervous next Monday, I'll be there k! :)

Great. Timetable's out. I end at 5:30pm latest, first term only. Heard from people that when it's term 3 and 4, lessons end at 7pm.

YAYNESS I GOT GREAT MATH ECON CHEMISTRY teachers!!!! Don't know about GP and GEOG. Eh walao how come still got two days PE?!!!!!! Thought J2 only 1 day?!!!!!!!

GUESS WHO IS WHO. HAHAHAHA. (We took this... When ah? When we cut bangs together OMG LOL)

Went to this girl's house yesterday to do the MFSS's 30th anniversary thing + homework + Macbook + talk talk :)

It's always fun with this Edna Mode :D :D

WHAT CHIU LOOKING AT.

JOEY TAN IS DIGGING HER NOSE.

ROCKERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Joey: Eh you long hair you beard, I short hair I moustache.
Me: ... Ok..

LOL LOL LOL.

Okay. The below picture was taken in Sec2, ArtMazing Race. Please keep your comments to yourselves. No laughing is allowed thanks.

OMG -.- And Joey Tan had to crop this and upload it for me. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Sooooo true. Ever since Baby's back on Sunday, and I met up with him yesterday and today, our love for each other got stronger ^^

We didn't quarrel and this time :)

He came over to my place yesterday, with the warm welcome from my both sis while I rush back home from school :) He's so silly hahahaha hide behind the door -.-

I'm back!!!!! (to blogging)

Where should I start.. Hmm.

Okie dokie, today met up with Baby, Kewei, David and Gerry for a movie, The Tourist :) Accompanied Gerry for lunch @ Nebo before the movie starts. Halfway through the show, was shivering and I suddenly felt so tired -.- Weird. Baby sent me home after that and he's off to meet them for dinner :)

Me: Going out with them ah? Your friends ah?
Baby: No, my brothers.
Me: -.-

Thanks, Gerry! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYY :D Me like hanging out with them :)

Baby tells Kewei: I v pro one k.
In the end... Baby got last -.- Hahahaha!

Babyyyyyyyy :D I like seeing him play basketball, even though I get irritated when he tells me he wanna go play basketball with his friends. BUT THAT'S BECAUSE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO ME ALREADY :(

Had a gooood day yesterday. Met up with Twinnie and Arsyad to study in school, or rather, rushing to complete our holiday assignments ~.~ Abraham (Abra, we call him) came to join us after his training :D It'd been vvvvv long since we saw him :( Yesterday the four of us were finally together again!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, and Li Kiong came along too.

Lunch @ the newly renovated Kovan hawker centre. Ah man I feel guilty :( Just because I didn't wanna eat fast food, they all accompanied me and NOT eat fast food too :( Especially someone like Abra, who cannot live without fast food hahaha.

Notice Abra, he's acting cute again ahahhaha.

Failed attempt.

Their skin colour difference is... *speechless* Abra became darker omg -.-

Abra's pose. Hahaha!

I LIKE THIS SOOOOO MUCH :D The four of us!!!! *Inserts a lot of heart shape* Hahaah.

Oh, then Abra suggested the following poses.

Abra.. Your face..?

The typical secondary school kids like to do this. Hahaha. EH WHERE ARE MY SHOES :(

Oh gay what's next.

Oh oh, on New Year's Eve, parents booked a hotel room for us to enjoy the fireworks and to have fun at the countdown :)

Didn't go to Marina Bay Sands this time, i got mixed up ahahaha, we went to Swissotel @ Stamford! :D Beautiful place. But I hate to take the lift, it makes me feel nauseous zzz :( Zooming at full speed -.- Oh and our room is on the 41st floor, which explains the fireworks just right in front of your eyes. The pictures uploaded here are not that clear, because I took it with my phone camera, the digital camera is not with me now.

Baby could have joined us, but he couldn't make it back on time :( Oh well, next year okie :D

5-star hotel. Or is it 6? :O Awesome view from upstairs!!!!!!!!! But I'm afraid of heights, I dared not stay too close to the ledge :p

41st storey, 54th room :O

While it was still early for countdown, and since we've checked in and put our bags and stuff, off we go to Raffles City to shop shop walk walk eat eat :D

Had dinner @ Sushi Tei. Best place man, we used to dine there weekly :)

I took this because I find it damn familiar. Eh Nicholas! That's your girlfriend right??????

Sushi Tei!!!!!! :D

The group picture is in the camera heh.

After eating till our stomach almost burst, we walked around and to 'digest' a bit, off we go to Toast Box to 'drink coffee'. That's one of my family's favourite pasttime :D