This was my secondary two class. WOW LOOK HOW MUCH WE'VE AGED. HAHA.

Had orientation for the last two days and it totally worn me out. The orientation wasn't tiring but waking up earlier than how I used to in primary and secondary school (because I had to take bus myself now D:) already made me very zzzzzz.

For the first day, orientation ended early for Cheryl and Joyce and I because we told our OG tutors we had to leave for appeal. OMG YES. The talks were not boring, but imagine sitting down on the hard floor in the hall, listening to people talking about their overseas trips, not once, not twice, BUT 12 TIMES. 12 DIFFERENT OVERSEAS TRIPS. Be it how interesting they were, we were already too tired ~.~

Oh Nicholas Lau is in the same OG as me! It's nice to see our own hometown folks in the same OG group as you. Though we didn't talk much, it made me feel better hah.

Went around school exploring together with Cheryl :) Hahaha she's so cute I tell you. She got very amazed by everything around her haha. But she didn't come for orientation the next day :( WHERE ARE YOU~ HAHAHA.

Oh well, got to know Joyce more on the second day and this time we were together with Elaine :) Link you up already~ :D Joyce and I seemed to be damn fated to be really good friends! :D She just lived a few blocks away from me and we have so many things in common!! :D She was so sweet when she said we could go to school together if we made it to NYJC together. Oh well. Zzz.

JOYCE AND I WERE TOGETHER IN NYJC FOR AUDITION AND SHE GOT ACCEPTED AH DAMN IT. :( She went for her trials for table tennis and she's good :O

I'm considering getting out of JC now. :)

Friday was a very very tiring day. Had CCA Exhibition in school but Joyce, Elaine and I skipped it. OH YEAH I GOT INVITED TO JOIN THE STUDENT COUNCIL LOLHAHA. So yup, three of us combed the whole school just to find our OG tutor to approve our early leaving. BUT HE WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. So thankful I saw Kimberly there! :)

So yup, bus-ed down all the way to CJC to meet GOH ZHE AN at the side gate as I do not know the way to the band room. Mixed around and sectionals together with the people in CJC Percussion for less than half an hour, I had to leave CJC for NYJC. ~.~

At first I thought the people in CJC were very unfriendly because they totally couldn't be bothered with me, except Angela :) But I was there again yesterday :D I managed to make friends with ALL of them HAHA.

Just alone in CJC percussion, there were three appeal members from the same JC as I OMG DAMN COINCIDENTAL HAHA. See you both in school tmr! :D Meredith and Jia Wei :) Meredith is pretty wow. Got to know really fun people like Gordon and Jonathan and Jingxi :D Joaquim was very nice but scary to have taught me too yay thanks :D

Then I left CJC and made my way to NYJC after practice on friday night. Reached NYJC only at 7.30 pm and met Jodi dear at the foyer. I'm always very happy when I see Jodi heehee. I called Sherilyn to ask her where and who do I report to. She told me to turn back and the band room was just beside me and she was just behind me LOL. She's nice :) NYJC band conductor (aka AMK Sec conductor) auditioned me and I know it myself that I screwed up my sight reading. SIGHT READING SUCKS ESPECIALLY I HAVEN'T TOUCH MALLETS SINCE SECONDARY ONE.

SO. GOODBYE NYJC :(

I'm still considering whether I should continue with my OH-SO-FUN JC life or, get myself into poly. HELP?

So you see, it's not the orientation that wore me out, it's because I travelled to three JCs in a day, in twelve hours. ~.~ Dead beat once I reached home, sorry I didn't reply your messages, dearie. :(

BUT TAN JIA JUN WAS VERY NICE ON FRIDAY :D

I haven't seen Baby for six days and I made him wait for me for two hours today :( I'M SORRY.. ><

It'd only been six days. :( AND HELLO TAN JIA JUN, ME MISS YOU BADLY/TERRIBLY/HORRIBLY :(

He came to my place today and I kept making fun of him because I insisted that he was putting on eyeliner and mascara HAHAHA. Aiya, let me make fun of you for only one hour cannot is it.

I'm loving TAN JIA JUN more and more, day after day. ^^ HE BETTER FEELS THE SAME TOO HAH.

AH FUCK THERE'S SCHOOL AT 7.20 AM TOMORROW. THAT'S WORSE THAN MAYFLOWER. :( In MF, I always reach school, just in time teehee.

Okay, let's see what happened for the past two weeks.

Last Saturday, my dearest percussion section met up and turned Werner's house upside down. Mandy and I rummaged through his refrigerator and automatically opened a packet of frozen lemon chicken chunks for food. Werner's nice :) He dumped the whole packet into the microwave for us but sadly, it wasn't cooked when all of us had our first bite.

Mandy and I also treated Werner's house like ours, we opened the freezer and each took a tub of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream :D

AIN'T THIS CAR DAMN COOL OMG YES.

Mandy left earlier. Charlene left awhile later for tuition :(

THE MIGHTY-STUDIOUS-HARDWORKING-COCKY-ANNOYING-ASSHOLIC (LOL) NICHOLAS LIM JIE KAY.

Waited for Charlene's tuition to end and we were on our way for dinner :) We decided on a lot of places, City Hall, Clarke Quay, Esplanade, Vivo, AMK Hub and many many many more BUT IN THE END, WE WENT TO LONGHOUSE ~.~

Walked down to Dino's Cake House and I suddenly realised my dear section are seriously full of rich kids.

Mandy is the Ginvera Princess, Werner is the Mr Dino Cake, Nicholas is the act-rich kid from his damn racist world HAHA.

Alrighty. We wanted to celebrate Rizzal's SIXTEEN (See that, Werner? :p) birthday in Starbucks since that place seems to our usual hangout but it was so crowded, so we celebrated for him at the staircase haha.

HAPPY SIXTEEN, KA MA RU RIZZAL! :D (Sorry I don't know how to spell your name.)

ANYDAY, ANYTIME, ANYWHERE WITH MY DEAREST SECTION IS DEFINITELY FUN FUN FUN AND AWESOME. Time had to pass so fast :(

Then it was Monday. I thought days with piano lessons are always horrible but this kuku guy here brightened my day :D

He came to look for me in my piano teacher's house and somehow surprised me because he actually knows the way there when I just roughly told him where's the place, more than a month ago. He waited for me under the hot sun and was perspiring like some toad. Hahaha how cute can he be right! :D

Since the sun seemed to be damn angry that day, the weather was so hot for goodness sake, we walked down to IceKimo!! :D I haven't been there for ages. :( Challenged Baby to wordsearch puzzles and he lost to me TWICE HAHAHA.

Thought of trying my luck to see if Dao Ying was home. Called her and she was being so sweet to have come down just to say hi to us and she sent us out to the bus stop. :)

Took the bus with Baby and I went to his house :) Had to get Yong Xuan to eat her dinner by threatening to off her teevee. She really listens to what TAN JIA JUN says :O

Yea, that's his neighbourhood. Damn happening -.- Haha.

Back to school together with Dao Ying to collect my testimonials from both Mr Chng and Ms Mok :) Zhe An met us in school.

As usual, bubble tea-d with my section after sectional :D

WE KEPT MAKING FUN OF NICHOLAS'S HEART-SHAPED HAIR.

MCB PERCUSSION FTW HOHO.

Preesha came back for band LOL and she stupidly asked Charlene if I'm coming for band. HAHA SHE'S AFRAID OF ME. LOL WHAT A LOSER.

On Wednesday, after the release of results, met Sexy Shan Ai and Eileen in the morning and we made our way to SRJC. We missed the stop and ended up spending more than an hour on the bus haha. SUPER NICE TO BE WITH THEM :D

Then we accompanied Eileen to check out her new school.

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Didn't allow dearest to leave today. Bet he got scolded by his Mum real badly in Bugis :( I'm sorry~ :(

15 DAYS LATER AND I'M TURNING SEVENTEEN. I FEEL DAMN OLD :/

I know Baby had long planned something for me on the 14th and 15th. These two days sure stressed him out A LOT. Hahaha I shall be really sweet and date him on the 16th heehee.

6 days without you and I'm already grumbling/whining/complaining.

JC's gonna be a bitch with classes and lectures and tutorials and CCA and everything.

It would not be only 6 days anymore. :(

DANG. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, TAN JIA JUN.

And I love you, so so much. ^^

Should I just quit JC and get into poly?

我好想你. :(

PLEASE GIVE ME MY NYJC TOMORROW. Eh no, in less than eight hours time :(

I know I've hurt you.
I'm sorry.
But who's gonna dry my tears now.

OMG HOW ADORABLE/LOVABLE CHIA SHAN AI CAN GET MAN.
ME LOVE YOU TO BITS BITS BITS GIRL HAHA.


SHANAI ;D . says:
HELLO FRIEND.

CASSANDRA says:
?

SHANAI ;D . says:
I was readin __________ blog. we 5 must always always always stay in contact k. i read ________ blog and i thought dat their friendship is so precious.
we 5 are so similar to them. also 5. but but but we must really stay in contact lik them mannnn.

CASSANDRA says:
:D

SHANAI ;D . says:
i very easy gan dong today i dno why. haha but i see her blog i feel damn gan dong sia
if im _______ i sure cry lik shit one
Are you lik still feeling unhappy abt today anyw? SMILE LEHHHHH
ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

My $22.80 lunch. ~.~ Heartache lol.



Met the girls in the morning today. I thought I was the latest but Shan Ai and Gwendolyn were later than me haha. Today was okay okay, Sakae Sushi lunch buffet starts at three. :/ Oh well, we'd go there another time. Since the promotion ends on 31 March 2010 :)


Got pretty left out after Shan Ai and Eileen left. Hah.


I spent A LOT this week. Goodness. I feel so guilty. :(


On a lighter note, Baby came to look for me at around 4 pm today! :D And I bought a bag for myself USING MY OWN MONEY today. :) Happy.


TAN JIA JUN KEPT GIVING ME THE, "YOUR NEW BAG VERY UGLY LEH" FACE. -.- Even though he kept denying HAHA but I know that's what he meant!! :(


Beebee was being very nice today. He walked all the way from Ion Orchard to Far East Plaza, and I made him walk back and even further to Cathay Cineleisure :p So yup, watched Tooth Fairy today. Nice. :)


I didn't upload this because it was from Joey's camera.
LOL WHAT'S WITH MY ACT GIRLY FACE.

I've been getting the 'oh haha lol ok' replies VERY OFTEN recently.

It somehow worries me, though.

Gonna try out for math tuition tomorrow since school's starting next week oh man ~.~

I feel such so not-in-the-big-percussion-family now. All of them went to IceKimo today, I was not there. Am now talking to them on MSN, I don't seem to know a thing they're talking about. And Nicholas had to hit me real hard that I'm an EX-SENIOR AND I DO NOT BELONG WITH THEM ANYMORE. Thank you very much huh.

Everything is fucking screwed now. TAN JIA JUN AND I AIN'T TALKING MUCH EITHER. AH FUCK.

It's funny how little things can make me smile.

It's also funny when these little things disappear,

the smile I had, disappears too.

I seemed to be able to find all my lost pictures now I DON'T KNOW WHY.


Four years of secondary school education, I've gained a lot and I treasure every single one of my friends. And below, are the three rare ones I'd ever find in my life. :) HEY WHERE'S GWENNIE?! :(

We do the silliest/craziest things together. And I really hope we would still be in contact when school starts and when years go by.

Got this from Joey's camera. :) AND I MISS MY LONG THICK HAIR. :(





And I managed to find this somewhere I forgot. It was in my computer for so long ~.~




Lim Yen, Kerrie, Joey, Aishah, Eileen, ME, Jing Ling!! :D
Ain't we beautiful?! HAHAHA.


It's 12.50 am now. I hope Baby would come look for me tomorrow yay. HE BETTER. HAHAHA.

Had a fun fun day together with dearest Shan Ai today!! :D Next time go shopping confirm date her already~ Heehee. :p


So yup, combed the three malls in Tampines today with her. :) Tampines 1 was much of a disappointment but the next mall got us back in mood again teehee. I managed to get two tops from Stitch and another from T-Box. :) HOHO I'M HAPPY YAYNESSSSSSSS.


More than an hour journey back from Tampines to Bishan, we were lucky we got a good front seat of a double-deck bus. :) CHIA SHAN AI was tired and so, she couldn't be bothered with me yakking non-stop beside her HAHAHA. Then we saw this coffee shop while we were on the bus, OMG DAMN CUTE LOR LOL.


SEE-BEH-HO COFFEE SHOP. *Two thumbs up*






This kept Shan Ai and I laughing for quite awhile haha.


Beebee is not replying me I don't know what the hell is he doing ~.~


Gonna get to bed ASAP now. Meeting the girls in Hub at 11 am tomorrow then we'll train down to Orchard Central for Sakae Sushi lunch buffet OMG I CAN'T WAIT~ :D :D


TAN JIA JUN IS BEING AN ASSHOLE RIGHT NOW. WHY AREN'T YOU REPLYING ME UGH.

I'm left with only 11% of the laptop's battery and here I go.


Met Baby outside Mayflower today after his school. Got my honey milk tea and he got his ice-cream milk tea from Koi Cafe. :) Roamed around in AMK Hub and saw quite a lot of his friends. He seemed to know everyone -.-


Oh well, train-ed down to Somerset and Baby and I took neoprints HAHAHA OMG WE WERE SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER IN THE SHOP ~.~ The pictures turned out okay okay and the next time we're gonna bring little Yong Xuan along :) Then we bought tickets to The Spy Next Door. Nice Show. :) Kept me laughing throughout haha.


I was home at about nine. It was a little earlier than the usual but oh well he had to leave for home even though I was being clingy. He had school the next day and I was going out to comb the whole of Tampines to shop till I drop tomorrow with dearest CHIA SHAN AI :D


HAPPY TWO MONTHS AND A DAY, BABY. :D
ME ♥ YOU. ^^

I shall not upload the 67 pictures that we took in Joey's place the other time since it's on Facebook and on Joey's blog. :)


Aunt employed a part-time maid for our house to lighten grandma's load and that fucking china woman sure had fun in my place, I'm sure. Grandma cooked noodles for her even before she dusted anything and she even got to spend her own sweet time in the shower. She was busy flauting her assets to the mirror and did not even notice my existence.


She bloody hell spoilt my Mum's curtains/blinds (OMG I DON'T KNOW HOW DID SHE DO THAT -.-) and she mops the floor as if she's a national player in floorball. I see the way the mop knocked against my piano, how I wished she could just fuck herself and die.


Alrighty Dad had his secondary school friends gathering and he was asked to bring along his family ~.~ Parents said there will be karaoke and food etc. Oh man it turned out to be some RC with a broken sound system and with all the oldies. Sis and I were bored, we just kept eating.

And she's a damn good drinker.

Kay went to MJC on one of the days last week (I forgot when) and this guy was grumbling with the one hour bus ride from Bishan to Pasir Ris HAHA. But Baby was being sweet that day haha he accompanied me all the way to Pasir Ris even though he was real tired. :(

Was supposed to meet up with Shan Ai and Eileen but, didn't. I'M SORRY. :( :(

Hello uncle, what you looking at ah.

Back to Bishan and we went for dinner at Yoshinoya :)

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. -.- GO EVERYWHERE ALSO SLEEP.

SLEEP AGAIN.

STILL SLEEP. -.-!

OKAY LO SLEEP ALL YOU WANT HAHAHA. Oh yeah I have a self-claimed territory now! :D Baby and I could stay there for hours teehee.

Baby Daph came over on Saturday and she's so adorable! :D I taught her how to close one eye and she did! Little kids like me hehe. Yong Xuan prefers me to TAN JIA JUN now yay :p

Alright then it was Saturday. Met Baby in the afternoon because I told him I needed to cut my hair. Dad's complaining that my hair is getting messier each day. HEY DAD I LIKE IT MY WAY! :( Oh well.

This guy ah, so cold to me the whole day ~.~ Stand so far away some more. PROTEST IS IT. HAHAHA.

Ken told us that he would only be free after an hour later, so Baby and I went to Macs :) Sweet and sour sauce ftw!! :D I dirtied his arm by messing up the food and he stared at me with his BIG eyes LOL. Joey Tan, challenge him! Hahaha.

He kept staring at me after I cut my hair. Makes me feel sad. :( Got quite a horrible haircut, I miss my long thick hair. Shouldn't have cut them all off. :( I'm sad.

Then it was Sunday! The most boring day of the week, to me zzz. Saturdays are nice, especially last Saturday :D Right, TAN JIA JUN?! :p

Dad brought sis and I to Ajisen Ramen and I finally got to have my Scallops Ramen (!!!) after such a long time :( But it was quite a disappointment, the soup base tasted different. :/

Went to Baby's house yesterday to do my piano homework while he get done with his chinese. I wasn't in the mood for homework that day, especially when it's piano homework oh gosh -___- I rather do math hehe. I kept trying to get his attention but he couldn't be bothered with me :( I stretched my leg all the way up (LOL) to off the lights and all that he could say was, 不要玩啦.

AND HE LOCKED ME OUTSIDE HIS BALCONY. You're so gonna get it from me tomorrow when I meet you :p

Looking at the way he carried Yong Xuan when she complained of the long distance of walking and the way he told that little girl not to eat too much sugar and carrying her to the back to wash her hands etc. Made me feel that, THIS GUY NOT BAD AH. :D

Yes Joey Tan, I agree with you. He's very meticulous, very 细心. :D

Went to Prata House for our dinner and little Yong Xuan insisted that she wants to tag along. She cried when Baby told her to stay home. After much crying/persuasion, yup we brought her along :) Baby didn't want her to tag along, but HAHA too bad she likes me~ :D

I brought Baby to meet my parents yesterday together with Yong Xuan. I guess everything's fine. :) TAN JIA JUN WAS SO SCARED HAHA. Well, I guess my parents were shocked to see Baby yesterday and they never expect that I'll bring Baby over.

HI PARENTS. I DON'T WANNA KEEP ANYTHING FROM YOU. HE'S MY VERY KUKU BOYFRIEND, AND YOU'VE SEEN HIM. :D

I walked the same lane I was three years ago.

I used to walk down that creepy lane together with Grandma to get her groceries at the nearby supermarket.

Many thoughts and memories came to me.

I miss the serenity and the peace and the quietness I had in Mandai.

Neighbours could just walk into each other's house and sit by the benches at the grass patch and the evening would go by.

Grandparents would mow the lawn and pluck Carol's favourite chikus from our tree.

Wei Xian and his cousins would pop by during the weekends and they would just climb over from their house and we'd sit at the swing and start pouring out each other's embarrassing moments.

I'd never find friendliness and warmth in living in a HDB now.

Doors are shut, gates are locked.

We don't even say hi when we meet in the lift.

When I first moved to Bishan, I was utterly shocked by the people here. I grew up in an environment where everyone knows the joy of giving and love. Apparently, after three years, I still find my new place, cold.

Oh well.

I've gotta say, I miss Mandai, a lot. :(

But of course, Bishan is convenient. I guess I'll just have accept Bishan soon. :)

Meeting Baby dearest tomorrow :) I guess I'll pull him all the way to Orchard Cineleisure yayness.