&i smiled a little ;

yay! i came to school early today okay! [: heh. &i sat down with my darl elenore &we talked for very long =x heh. ninnart walked past &doesnt even bother to look at us can. ): sighsigh.


sigh. am i just your substitution ;
or what.
i'm not her ;
i'm myself ; &i'm unique ;
thats why you chose to be with me then ;
but now ; you just left me
i'm hurt ; i'm still hurt
you just left without a word ;
its just so suddenly.
&i've been crying for the past one week already ;
you don't even care.


you're not you anymore. you've changed. you've changed until i'm totally speechless. sighsigh. ): its just so unpredictable. i just miss the times can. i dowan to be just your cca friend ; whom you only talk to during band pract , well. we can't even talk during band -_- different section yeah? &i dowan to be a say hi in band ; say bye during normal school days when we pretend not to know each other. thats a torture. sigh. ):


oh. &you. yes you. stop behaving like a bimbo will you. what has it got to do with you when i change my pm and you REPLY to my pm hur. thats just so childish. you think i hadn't realise it. heh. then it proves how dumb you are. stop behaving like some fanatic insane bimbo. stop behaving like a retard. by jumping around and screaming ; is how you gain attention ; i have nothing to say. thats just so retarded and childish can. stop acting like some goody-two-shoes in front of me &start pitying me. ohplease. i don't need you to pity me. thanks. you should be the one to be pitied. i feel for those who were once with you. they must have suffered a lot. poor them.


heh. enough of these saaaaaaaaad stuff [: &daniel , stop being so cool , be like me! warm! xP warm is good. ahh! last period was history. time took so long to pass can. -_- heh. after school , eileen / gwen / jiaqi / carine / aaron / ciping / qihua & i wanted to study together in amk library [: we're good students okay! =x heh. but it was raining and we spent almost one hour walking around amk. -_- in the end we decided to eat first =x haha! there was this cheesefries gang and mashed potato gang! xp &i feel so paiseh going out with jiaqi can. she loves to scream and shout. -_- ahh! grow up la! you have been like that since p5 girl! =x no off , aaron.


heh. i think gwen / eileen and i would feel extra can. haha! just two couples in the seven of us [: eeeeeeeyer =x &aaron wrote maths sucks in two of my papers -_-

ahh! then raynor called gwen to ask where are we luh. heh? we left school at about 1300h &we are still walking to the library at 1500h. =x heh. daniel said that they were laughing [:


ahh! next time got group study must tell me okay! so fun can =x the librarian almost chased us out. lol. heh. group study.


at least you made me smile a little yesterday [: