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i was lazy to blog laaaa. oh & so many things happened these few days but i ain't going blog all about it.


countdown yeh hycb members ? (: JIAYOUUUUUUS HYCB ! 2 MORE DAYS ! GOGOGO ! to the hycb percussion section , jiayous manymany toooo (: & maomao , dun sleep le lah. haiyo. still tell me to wish you good morning -_- go maomao go ! ZOMG. ALSON IS SO ADORABLE =X yeah. i know its out of the point lah. but hey alson! how did you know so much about me? OMG LAAAA. youre scary ; BUT ADORABLE~~~


miao is sad and im sad too. i don't know whats wrong with me these few days. i haven't been in a good mood i supposed. i will suddenly black face. i know i know. i cant control. its because i care. & josiah reminded me too. ohno! help ): ohwells , ninnart & i are drifting apart ? dun ask me why bec i don't know. maybe she doesnt care about me anymore. i really don't know. i have been putting up with those ignores , but i hope that after syf , everything could go back to the same ? where ninnart and i spend like every hour together. & we will always be looking out for food. & always hanging out in icekimo. I MISS THE TIMES. REALLY. understand me. please.


ohwells , NINE MORE DAYS TO SYF. wish me luck. i need encouragement. i finally sorted out my thinking after so many people came to console me when i broke down after the co results. as what msmok say , you cant compare co and band okay. so as for those dumbass who keep comparing band and co. oh. then youre dumb. bec you cant compare us two? co read scores with numbers , us ? notes. co have their way of playing and we have our own style too. so don't compare. i've learnt that.


heh heh. and the maomao gang have a name each! yep. which mainly consists of me ninnart serene elenore josiah justin (: (:


me : xiaomao ( justin was supposed to be xiaomao , uh. but since he's my son , never mind alrights )
ninnart : wumaoban ( we'll think of a better name. it sounds pretty horrible )
serene : shou mao ( don't ask me why )
elenore : JM. ( guess that! its something mao. she'll kill me if i announce it openly )
josiah : meimao ( shiyun gave him that ; &im referring to " no hair " not eyebrows )
justin : xiaomaomao ( i swopped with him. nvm. xiaomao is nicer )


NICENICE ? (: (: I LOVE THESE YOU GUYS LAAAA [:


ganpateh for my dynamics! (: jiayous for me tooo [: GOGOGO!

&you left me alone again.