&alone`

oh fuck.

i came home sort of late yesterday as i had to accompany miao okay. yay justin isnt here = nobody will snatch ninnartmylove from me ! she's sad &im sad tooooo ): we stayed at the void deck till 2000h. miao cried &i cried toooo ): then the ninnartmylove said " haiya she cry never mind lah. she always cry wad. " TSK LIKE WTF. wad does that mean laaaa. at least care when im sad can ):

my dad came home early yesterday yeh ? at 2300h. normally i wont see him until the weekends. he expects me to be in bed at 2300h ? which is so fucking early.

&today i had piano. its so torturing to wake up so early in the morning just to go for lesson okay. &its worse when my parents had to continue with their lecture. my mum took my phone &saved ninnartmylove's number. i still dun see whats my mistake okay. &after piano , she said that she called ninnartmylove already &she is IN THE PROCESS of informing msmok that they are pulling me out of band. &even if they pull me out of band , i will still go for band ? what can they do eh ? -_- &im sorry ninnart yeh ? sorry okay ):

can they understand me ? nah. i dun think they ever will. the only solution they can think of is pulling me out of band. hello ? band did nothing bad to me okay. get this straight my fucking parents.