&alone`

& i love 240307 laaaaaaa!

we both took one year
one whole year to calm things down
and put everything behind us
i don't know if i should blame you
or thank you
in coming to my life again
without for your mum's bbq
we wouldn't have met again


i saw you with another girl
but i pretended not to care
i treated as if nothing has ever happened between me and you
but i can't
i took glimpses
and you finally looked at me
i was down at that time
because i thought we wouldn't even be friends anymore
i sat in the room quietly
and memories of the past
started flashing in my mind again


you came in
i was elated
i pretended not to care when you came in
you talked to me
and i smiled


you came to look for me again
but this time you saw me talking to your cousin
i sensed a sense of jealousy
because as i knew you for so so long
you get jealous easily
you told your cousin to get away from me
and you pulled me to one corner of your house at the gate


where there was me and you
you gently lay on my shoulder
and held my hands
you whispered softly to me
" give me another chance , i promise. iloveyou "
you held your arms around me
and i felt secured again
i got the feel back again
the way you look into my eye
just sent shivers down my spine


i was happy
but as i thought
you were not the serious sort
you were always joking and laughing around
i'm afraid that what you told me was just
another joke of yours
i don't wanna be hurt again
it took me a year to recover
say you love me
and mean it

iloveyou too (: