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first day of school and we had spot check -_- i almost got caught but heh. supra was blind. so who cares ? & its worse when the first two periods is pe lesson lah. make us run up and down and i was the first few who gave up =x then we had debate during english lesson -_- and art and history in the canteen. anyways , today was quite boring and so , the whole day i was sudoku-ing (:


band! sigh. band was sadddddddd today ): miao was so sick and her whole face was like so red ? takecare miao! (: you still have ninnartmylove & i and loads of people okay. dun be sad bec of that incident. i dunno how you came to know about it. but sigh. you know already lo ): sigh. & that caused you to break down even more when the othere two persons doesnt even realise. i could understand how miao feels bec it happened to me too.


me : i hate her. she suck ? with the horrendous laughter and bec of her , jiamin didnt talk to me at all today ):
miao : huh why ? i saw her diao me and i think jiamin is going to stick to her. very sad la.
me : hur. lets diao her too! im good at it (:
miao : but why did jiamin apologise when she is the cause ? and caused so much misery. im glad they talk but i dun understand why jiamin was the one who apologise.
me : bec she dowan to have an enemy and yet , lose a friend.
miao : bec of her right , i nearly want to give jiamin up bec i dowan her to be jealous.
me : well , she expects people to give in to her.
miao : you know right, for Christians, jealousy is a sin. and if i bring people into temptation and make them sin, i am sinning more.. that's why.. hiaz nvm about that. but then i hope jiamin wont stop going recess with me.
me : you very wei da leh ! ): then you ? spare a thought for yourself can.
miao : i cant control other people. as long jiamin continue talk to me i am alright with that. when i read jiamin's blog i was actually happy that they are talking.. but jiamin as a senior, a senior that has done nothing wrong apologised , it's abit.....weird.
me : jiamin didnt even talk to me at all today and thats sad too ):
miao : oh ya. the only thing i am sad is right, her blog doesn mention my name AT ALL. and i have mc today but i came to school bec jiamin has pe and her card is with me.


sad yeh ? miao loves you alot lah ! ): she always talks to me when she's sad ): & im sad too bec jiamin didnt talk to me laaaaa and instead , she talked to her instead ): you guys dun even care about me can.


anyways , i was isolated during band until shiyun and nic came to talk to me. & bec luqman disappeared , i had to play his sunrise for him as selena had to teach shiyun her temple blocks thingy. yay ! mrtan didnt say anything bad about timpani yeh ? (: MR TAN SO CUTE LAAAAA =x


and for some i dunno what reasons. elenore and serene will always walk off without informing. and that sucks. we told you to wait , and you just went off like that. fine ? since you both dun care , ninnartmylove and i shan't care too (:


& ninnartmylove justin & i took out the band banner ? outside the staff lounge balcony. heh.